some of the dreams i will go after may be out of reach but not out of my sight.i have to admitt at times "i want the cake plus the frosting..& eat it too..all to myself..then not admit that i have a stomachache despite the fact my tongue is pink from pepto"
some may say think too much out the box. wait?? you can never think to much out the box. but you haven't met me yet.
i have soo many ideas & goals i wanna do now..like right now! things i wanted to do yesterday the day before hand and even tomorrow..but i don't know where to start at.
i know i have to work for what i get.i have to climb that splintery ladder and those crooket stairs..but where is it located? but i'm a pretty anxious person. i'm the kind person that knows i have to work for what i earn but get impatient waiting for it to happen.
i map out a plan of how & what i will do for every semester and the things that will help me accomplish what i need to do..but for some farkin reason it doesn't go as i wanted it to be.
most things i will like to accomplish like "taking over the world" (joke) require an ass load of paseos, a car & connections.
so i attempt to put my name out there like "yoo-hoo djbittersweet, here." but i have nothing to fall under or how do i say it..."i know i have something in me, i have the will, the ummpf!"..something i wanna shine bright but i haven't shinned it long enough for someone big to crasp it and say "woaah.your sheeet is doooppe." & those are the people i'm tryin to go after.
i wanna make a name for myself!!
ive been doing college radio since '05 but am dumb struck on the ones & twos..i challenge myself in promoting local events but i'm in fear of doing anything on stage plus the bravery thing..i wanna be the brave little toaster dude-ette.
like what my grandma says "don't chew more than what you can consume." or whatever way this old saying goes.
i have sooo many ideas or shall i use imagery "my lightbulb has been on overnite so i need to switch it but i can't find the box of new lighbulbs i got at costco the other day"
where to begin? where to start?
i should really switch majors. you know why? cause a journalism major would have a really cool ending for this blog but i've ran out of ideas or things to say about this topic.some journalism major i am.woo hoo! so i'm gonna end it here.
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Dont be silly... billy! you should keep your major.. but i know what you mean about knowing what you want but not knowing how to go about getting it or whatever. but i think that things pretty much hit rock bottom last semester... heres a recap...without giving away too much of your info... late-night cleaning ( 7th street) FIRE!!! shady people!! psycho!!umm and then back to sac! thats all if you dont get it im me and iwill tell you what i meant!
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